I remember. I, um, researched Morla a lot a few months ago. [And built a shrine to her.
The whole war's a giant tactic and he's realizing he has to be a lot more careful than he's been. Though he's still certain that Morla's far more forgiving than Solais ever will be. He'd been so angry with the Seelie at first. He'd wanted to destroy them. He'd been too willing to let them all suffer and just focus on their side of the war…and then everything changed. He'd met some people, learned some things…he'll never be neutral. Ever. But there are some people worth the risk that he's going to protect. (And make sure they know what they're really, supposedly, fighting for.)
Every day he wonders what Tadashi would think. Every single day he wonders what Tadashi would think if he saw him now and sometimes it makes him laugh, sometimes it wears him down to tears, but overall he thinks he finally gets it and he's finally following the path he's happy with. And with that, it means being like Tadashi and being something his brother would be proud of. Baymax, too.]
The nice thing is that they're less likely to bring him here. [He's been comparing statistics of the living and the dead. It's not very high.] I'll fight but…doesn't mean I have to fight the way they want me to.
[He grins slightly, a slight flush spreading once it really sinks in.] I'm good and bad at planning. I know how to plan when I have time...I can plan strategy and everything. Sometimes I don't plan on doing things though, but I overplan how to justify everything. [Sorry guys. It's the polite way of saying he's impulsive when he wants to be.]
…I don't know if it's love, but I've definitely done a lot of really, really stupid things for somebody that I don't think I'd do for anybody else. I don't know what love feels like but this is probably close.
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The whole war's a giant tactic and he's realizing he has to be a lot more careful than he's been. Though he's still certain that Morla's far more forgiving than Solais ever will be. He'd been so angry with the Seelie at first. He'd wanted to destroy them. He'd been too willing to let them all suffer and just focus on their side of the war…and then everything changed. He'd met some people, learned some things…he'll never be neutral. Ever. But there are some people worth the risk that he's going to protect. (And make sure they know what they're really, supposedly, fighting for.)
Every day he wonders what Tadashi would think. Every single day he wonders what Tadashi would think if he saw him now and sometimes it makes him laugh, sometimes it wears him down to tears, but overall he thinks he finally gets it and he's finally following the path he's happy with. And with that, it means being like Tadashi and being something his brother would be proud of. Baymax, too.]
The nice thing is that they're less likely to bring him here. [He's been comparing statistics of the living and the dead. It's not very high.] I'll fight but…doesn't mean I have to fight the way they want me to.
[He grins slightly, a slight flush spreading once it really sinks in.] I'm good and bad at planning. I know how to plan when I have time...I can plan strategy and everything. Sometimes I don't plan on doing things though, but I overplan how to justify everything. [Sorry guys. It's the polite way of saying he's impulsive when he wants to be.]
…I don't know if it's love, but I've definitely done a lot of really, really stupid things for somebody that I don't think I'd do for anybody else. I don't know what love feels like but this is probably close.